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Friday, July 18th, 2003
11:32 pm - EVERYONE fill this out no fucking pussing out *this is public cause i want ppl to post to it*
I __________ laura.
laura is __________.
If I were alone in a room with laura, I would __________.
I think laura should __________.
laura needs __________.
I want to __________laura over and over.
Someday laura will __________.
laura reminds me of __________.
Without laura__________.
Memories of laura are __________.
laura can be __________.
__________ is how I describe meeting laura.
Worst thing about laura is __________.
Best thing about laura is __________.
laura has __________boobies
I am __________ with laura

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Sunday, July 6th, 2003
2:28 am - Self explainatory


current mood: confused
current music: Silverchair-One Way Mule

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Saturday, July 5th, 2003
1:11 am - Here's an UPDATE
well, today really effing sucked. Real bad. Got into an argument with someone, and then more happened. Whatever. South Park the movie is on tv and its uncensored. Really, it is! Its pretty cool. People are reading over my FUCKING shoulder too. Its pretty uncool! But fuck it. Zo might come see me next summer =). I might see Jenny on wednesday as well=) so happy but im done this update bites

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Friday, July 4th, 2003
5:07 pm - God!
Jenny, I fucking hate you! I feel like I don't even fucking know you anymore!!!
So you're not going to take me anywhere anymore? Thats fine. Then don't it doesnt seem like you like to anyways! So fine! Fuck you!

current mood: crushed
current music: anti flag-911 for peace

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Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003
2:52 am - Shit shit shit shit SHIT!!!!
I haven't talked to Jenny in...TOO LONG! Just now I saw a really depressing entry in her journal I guess I missed? But FUCK Im so god damn worried about her!!! Omfg! Ugh I'm like FREAKING out! I hope shes okay! Jesus I don't know what I'd do without her! Crap! I posted back saying:

"Oh my god. . . .
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Jenny where have you been and what happened, I miss you :-( I need to talk to you too:-( I hope to talk to you soon
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I love you
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Sometimes I think I love you too much, but I do love you even if you dont think so."


God I hope she's okay.

current mood: worried
current music: same

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2:34 am - so...bored...
1 MINUTE AGO: took a bite out of my popsicle
1 HOUR AGO: being cranky and mad cause my sister doesnt share stuff with me
1 DAY AGO: sitting in my house
1 WEEK AGO: i dont know
1 YEAR AGO: bitter and extremely suicidal
I HURT: when people dont tell me things
I LOVE: Zo and my Jenny <3<3
I HATE: people who dont understand
I FEAR: never being happy or being with the person i love
I HOPE: be happy and be with the person I love
I FEEL: Bored
I HIDE: my emotions
I DRIVE: people insane
I MISS: Jenny
I LEARNED: not to trust people
I NEED: My Jenny
I THINK: about Jenny

current music: Murderdolls
current taste: orange popsicle
current hair: greasy and under a hat
current annoyance: certain family members
current smell: air?
current thing I should be doing: I don't know
current desktop picture: Davey Havok
current refreshment: orange popsicle
current worry: certain family members and where the FUCK Jenny is

1. What do you most like about your body?: nothing
2. And least: everything
3. How many fillings do you have?: One
4. Do you think you're good looking?: Nope
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? rarely
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: Nope

- Is there a God? nope
- Are you The Buddha? nope
- Did Mohammad move the mountain of was that just PR? Whatever you want to think
- Why do people think Elvis is alive? Cause they can't let go of their idol
- Did anyone ever walk on the moon? Probably
- How do you know you are correct about anything? Cause im a mother fucking genius
- Are you happy with your life? Not really
- Are you afraid to die? extremely
- Do you take prescribed medications? nope
- are you 'disabled'? explain (how you are or how you are not): Mentally maybe?
- what is the most morbidly depressing thing you can think of right now off the top of your head? Im not sure probably killing someone with a sledge hammer
choose one:
- abortion or adoption: Well I don't like kids so abortion
-gangrene or herpes: herpes!
- HIV or Nuclear war: HIV
- your own life or the life of a person you love: the one i love
- open casket wakes or 5 hour long weddings: open casket
- headache or nausea: umm depends on how severe it is
- depression or anxiety: read above ^^^
- everlasting life on a heavenly plane or ceasing to exist: ceasing to exist
- moldy bread or warts: moldy bread and i wont eat it

Sum up...
- The past 5 years in two words: really shitty
- U.S. foreign policy: what policy?
- Canadian foreign policy: Who cares, this isnt fucking canada
- Socialism vs. Capitalism: cant choose
- Hitler's popularity: i think most of his followers were only with him because they feared death
- Stalin's height: Umm I wouldnt know
- Mao's childhood: ??
- My obsession with tyrants: they are so huggable-Amen Greg

-What big accomplishment do you dream of? being in a famous band
-If you have yet to accomplish your dream, why and when will you? Obviously not i sit online all day, soon hopefully
-Do you have a job? explain your job situation: I dont have a job

Taboos
-Why is murder wrong? Because the bible says so *rolls eyes* plus, if murder were legal EVERYONE would be dead
-Why is homosexuality so despised by so many? misunderstanding and closed minds
-Why The Jews? large noses? Lots of people have big noses even if they are Jews
-Is The Pope a pedophile? Naw, hes too old
-Is The Dalai Lama just another slave owning, power hungry man? personally i just dont care
-If you knew someone who died for a cause they believed in would you call them a coward? Would you call them a hero? What would you think of him/her? Hero, plain and simple
-Were the terrorists on Sept. 11th cowards? No, they died for what they believed in. Assholes but not cowards. They showed extreme love for Allah*sp*
-Is Bill Maher having sex with Adrianna Huffington? Why do I care?
-Are you too young to have a clue what I am talking about? I may be young but not stupid
-Are you too old to give a shit? Of course not, I care too much
-What question should I add to this? Why do I suck so much?

current mood: bored
current music: STUN-What The Rebellion Grow

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Monday, June 30th, 2003
8:33 pm - My soul mate lol
quinn
You are Quinn! You're shy.


Which Member of The Used are you?
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5:05 pm - Warped Tour
My oh my what a day what a day:
I woke up at about 8:45 came down stairs got on the PC for a little then went and took a shower. Then I got ready and we waited and waiting for Jenny then we left at about 10 something maybe? Maybe later than that. We got there and I missed Poison the Well...of course. We went to the big blow up sign and wrote down all the bands we wanted to see and The Used was first and it was kinda wild. I SAW TITTIES! Bert was like "blah blah blah WOAH TITTIES!" and I'm like "SWEET WHERE!? *looks around* EW!" they were saggy and nasty oh well *tear* Then after that we went to uhhh The Unseen maybe? I dunno lol. All the bands we saw were The Used, The Unseen, Simple Plan, Sum 41, Mest, Rancid, Vendetta Red After Vendetta Red played we got to meet Zach and I got my picture with him. Hes such a nice guy. Towards the middle of Sum 41 we left to try and find the drummer from STUN because I thought he looked like Sid Vicious and I have an obsession with Sid and Sid merchandise. I didn't find him but who did I see? Zach. I waved and he came over to me and we talked and I told him about how I got punched in the head and he was like "Oh...Mosh pit?" "No man I was trying to get out of the Simple Plan crowd and this girl who was helping me pushed this guy cause he was crushing me and I guess he thought I did it and turned around and clocked me in the head" "awww *pets head* I hate stupid assholes. I hope that never happens to you at one of our shows" and he told me next time I see them I could interview him and he was like "Just bring your tape recorder an-" "I dont have a tape recorded *covers face* IM POOR, I have to write everything down" "aww well bring your pen and paper and we will write it down together" then Jenny told him that her friend has a tape recorder. Then we went back to Sum 41 HOPING to see fucking BOBBY ALT *thats the Sid guys name I just found it out* and he was nowhere to be found. Jenny was whining cause she didnt get to meet Andrew WK and didnt see his set. Then after we met Steve-o from Sum 41. We walked around looking for Dan *my brother* and found David from Simple Plan cause i wanted to see him too. I got my picture with him and his autograph. Then we started leaving and we walked up the fence trying to find Bobby and I didnt :( but I heard a firmilar voice and I squeeled "THATS ANDREW WK! " and I look over and there he is on the phone! We go over and Jenny gets his autograph and a picture. Then I asked for an autograph and he said "sure! Whats your name?" "Laura" "Did you have a good day today?" "I got punched in the head" "But was it still a good day?" "Yeah" "good" and then I asked for a picture and he said "yeah sure, just sit right here *pats lap* so i dont have to get up, is that good?" "Umm *looks around and pauses* okay" "great" and i got the picture and I walked off and I read what he wrote and he put "althought you got a head injury, the day was still good. Your friend Andrew WK" and the also put "thank you". Then we left and stopped for food and came home. i had lots of fun but im super burned

current mood: chipper
current music: S.T.U.N-Boys and Girls

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Sunday, June 29th, 2003
3:22 am
If I were a month I would be: October
If I were a day of the week I would be: saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: 6:00PM
If I were a planet I would be: Uranus *snickers*
If I were a sea animal I would be: a dolphin
If I were a direction I would be: North
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a light
If I were a sin I would be: hmm premarital sex MUHAHAHA
If I were a historical figure I would be: um I don't know.
If I were a liquid I would be: Water
If I were a stone, I would be: Jade
If I were a tree, I would be: weeping willow
If I were a bird, I would be: crow
If I were a tool, I would be: a sledge hammer
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Tulip
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Sunny and warm
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: the horse with wings
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Guitar
If I were an animal, I would be: chinchilla
If I were a color, I would be: black
If I were a vegetable, I would be: cucumber
If I were a sound, I would be: sound of music
If I were an element, I would be: who cares
If I were a car, I would be: PROBE
If I were a song, I would be: Murderdolls-Love At First Fright only because its about the exorcist
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Dario Argento
If I were a book, I would be written by: RL Stine man he rules lol
If I were a food, I would be: CHEETOS! *turns into orange cheetah hulk*
If I were a place, I would be: The Metro
If I were a material, I would be: Chordaroy
If I were a taste, I would be: lemon lime
If I were a scent, I would be: while its raining
If I were a religion, I would be: none
If I were a word, I would be: sexy lol
If I were an object, I would be: a compter
If I were a body part I would be: vagina lol
If I were a facial expression I would be: a smile
If I were a subject in school I would be: none
If I were a cartoon character I would be: dunno
If I were a shape I would be a: broken heart
If I were a number I would be: 13

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Saturday, June 28th, 2003
10:55 pm - Sadness :(
Awww, Zo is having friend problems and I feel so sorry for him. I'll give you a bit of our conversation...Yes we call each other hunny and baby fuck off.


Me: You okay? If you need me im here. Just wanna make sure you know that.
Zo: it's loner time....
Me: Loner time?
Me: What do you mean?
Zo: this is tha time where I avoid tha world for a few minutes and just think and listen to music and whatnot
Zo: >.O
Me: Oh sorry im being dumb at the wrong time. When you're ready to talk just message me *hugs* Im sorry hun....love you
Zo: I'm sorry baby
Me: Why are you sorry hunny
Me: ??

current mood: sad
current music: Murderdolls-Love At First Fright

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Friday, June 27th, 2003
10:02 pm - Funniest thing....EVER
Me: like a week ago someone ate my bag of cheetos and im STILL pissed
Corbin: geezus
Me: some ones gonna DIE
Me: there was an entire bag GONE when i woke up the next morning
Corbin: what a bunch of jerks
Me: i only ate like 1 handfull!
Me: Im going to kick them in the crotch
Me: ....really hard
Corbin: hahah go for it
Me: I turn into chester cheeto when I dont get my cheetos only im a more angry and buff chester...like the hulk
Corbin: hahahaha a orange cheetah hulk
Me: yeah man
Me: with all those gigantic muscles
Corbin: mhmmm
Me: and my muscles will be so big that it will rip my clothes off but make super short shorts out of my pants...like the hulk lol
Me: my movie will be called Hulk Two: Electric Boogaloo
Corbin: hahahahahah
Me: Its going to RULE
Corbin: totally
Me: and I will play myself and be a HUGE star and get all the ladies/men and cheetos I want
Me: The american fucking dream right there
Corbin: hahah yesss
Me: then I can be on E! True Hollywood Stories for ODing on Cheetos and sex
Corbin: hahah man that possiblities
Me: Ohh yeah
Me: ill be so addicted to cheetos that ill inject cheetos into my veins
Corbin: hahaha ewww
Me: or snort them
Me: Yeah thats so nasty lol
Me: Id have orange boogers lol
Corbin: hahaha ewww
Me: Yeah man :-X
Me: that will SO rule
Me: Hulk Two:Electric Boogaloo In Theators June 2005
Me: lol
Corbin: haha yess , i cant wait
Me: Me neither
Me: You'll be first inline right?
Corbin: of course
Me: Kick ass
Me: My short shorts will be hot pink against my ripped orange body lol
Me: oh yeah
Me: thats hot stuff
Corbin: hahah, i agree
Me: aw man i forgot about my boobs >:o whats going to cover my jugs lol
Corbin: hmm
Me: Coconut shells?
Me: like alittle bakini lol
Corbin: your going to be so ripped there not going to be jugs anymore there just going to be pecs, but coconut shells would look nice
Me: lol
Me: but my outfit will be called a bakinky lol!
Me: and it will be a halloween costume and everything man!
Corbin: hahahah



Yes his REAL name IS Corbin

current mood: amused
current music: Converge-Locust Reign

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Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
10:31 pm - Sexxeh!
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Which One of Davey Havok's Body Parts Are YOU?

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Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
8:26 pm - WTF NO WAY! GAAH! 18 YRS LEFT
Happy Deathday!
Your name:unitedbyhaircut
You will die on:Tuesday, December 22, 2020
You will die of:Fall Down Stairs
Username:
Created by Quill

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Sunday, June 22nd, 2003
6:02 pm - Ashleys graduation party
I felt so odd, i didnt know anyone but my sister. Why do babies love me so much when i hate them? For some odd reason the baby listened to me when i told her to eat her cheese and drink her soda. I dont understand. She wanted me to go outside and kept talking about Billy the puppy. I made her laugh a few times too =\ i didnt even like do anything that was worthy of a laugh. Oh well. I guess im loveable by babies. Whatever. I cant believe Dawn is 69% compatible with me i mean me and dawn think alike lol i dunno. Oh well. well im tired and i dont want to type a long update see ya

current mood: cranky
current music: clacking keys

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Saturday, June 21st, 2003
8:07 pm - stuff
_wingsofthedove 85%
burgundykiss666 84%
fuctupkid187 69%
How compatible with me are YOU?

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2:57 pm - OH MY FUCKING HELL!!!
LYNZ MY FRIEND FROM VIRGINIA MIGHT BE GETTING AN INTERVIEW WITH A STATIC LULLABY!!!! MY FAVOURITE FUCKING BAND! OH MY FUCKING HELL I FEEL LIKE A RABID *NSYNC FAN! OMG!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! OUR FUCKING ZINE IS FILLED WITH SMALL TIME SHIT AND NOW WE'RE GETTING THIS OUT OF NOWHERE CAUSE I USED MY BRAIN AND ASKED HER TO EMAIL THEM AND ASK FOR AN INTERVIEW HOLY CRAP!!!!! GAH SO EXCITED I HOPE THIS ALL PLAYS OUT!!! OH MY FUCKING HELL!!! WAIT UNTIL I TELL GUHN ABOUT THIS!!! HE KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE A STATIC LULLABY!!!!!! JESUS CHRIST!!!!

current mood: energetic
current music: A Static Lullaby-Withered

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4:39 am - Holy fuck! An Update!
Ive beem downloading music non-stop, im SO going to get arrested lol. I fucking need a shower bad. My hair is really greasy. I wanted to see Jenny yesterday but my sis didnt wanna go=( oh well *sigh*. Another day. Nothing really has happened in the past days um...i spent the night at Ginas house. Man I dunno. I ate pizza today. why bother this is so boring

current mood: crazy
current music: bright eyes-padriac my prince

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Friday, June 20th, 2003
7:43 pm - quiz
I got this from Dawns Journal

The Angry Princess
The Angry Princess


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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Learn to spell jackass...thats all i have to say.

current mood: artistic
current music: Taking Back Sunday-Cut Without the "E" Cut From the Team

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Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
11:07 pm - SPUNKY!
Which Rocko's Modern Life Character are you?

Take The Test!

Which Fraggle Are You?

Take The Test!

current mood: ecstatic
current music: AAR-Last Song

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Sunday, June 15th, 2003
8:25 pm - Mest Show
Well, I met Mest....well sort of =\. Signing stuff so I got to meet them. I went with Dawn, Jenny, and Jen. It was fun fun fun. No moshing or crowd surfering and boy oh boy were they strict about it. Wowie. They didnt get to play a lot because of Tonys back surgery. They kept joking about how Jere had SARS lol. Wow i ate SO much right now. I felt sick of the way to the place, maybe i was nervous cause ive never seen Mest before. Jenny<3 saved me from the pit when it first broke out, then there wasnt one. You really couldnt do anything there really, but it made for better pics. I got my pic with Jenny <3 i cant wait to see if it looks good. Im probably getting them tomorrow cause my dad said he would see how much cash he had. They played greyhound bus it ruled and everyone jumped on the stage, well i didnt. It was lots of fun tho.

























that is all haha made you scroll all the way down here

current mood: full
current music: *~*None*~*

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